| Location | Methuen |
| Age | 4 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 22/10/2004 |
| Date of Death | 26/08/2009 |
| Visitors | 2,214 since 07/12/2009 |
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RIP Marcos Luis Santana Jr
Neuroblastoma Warrior
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Marcos Santana, age 4, of Methuen, passed away on Wednesday August 26, 2009 at Massachusetts General Hospital after a lengthy battle. He was the beloved son of Angela (Hamilton) Bouknight of Lynn and Methuen and Marcos Santana of Lincoln and the beloved stepson of Tomas Bouknight, Sr. of Lynn. He was the brother of Michael Cintron, Aiyana Santana, Angela Cintron, Selena Cintron, Tomas Bouknight, Jr. and the grandson of Brenda and Lorey Ross and Carmela Santana and Juan DeJesus. He also leaves many uncles, aunts, cousins and loved ones, as well as his beloved dog, Angel.
I stood by your bed last night;
I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying you found it hard to sleep.
I spoke to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
'It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.'
I was close to you at breakfast,
I watched you pour the tea,
You were thinking of the many times, your hands reached to me.
I was with you at the shops today; your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I was with you at my grave today; you tend it with such care.
I want to re-assure you, that I'm not lying there.
I flew with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently landed on you; I smiled and said, 'it's me.'
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair. I tried so hard to let you know, that I was there.
It's possible for me, to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, 'I never went away.'
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning and say 'good-night, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.'
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll fly across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you,
there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out...
then come home to be with me.
- Author unknown
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From Me
If you see a sunset, it's me, smiling
From behind it.
If I go away far, and you see a star
If you find it,
I'm inside it.
You can fold it, and hold it forever,
If you hide it.
If our words and worlds sever -- if ever
I lose you;
If two thousand light-years or seven
Confuse you;
Remember me. Here and in Heaven
I'll see you.
I'll be beguiling my filing, still smiling
To see you.
When mountains, magenta and molded
Turn red,
Like you said,
You'll find the feeling you folded
Not dead.
You'll steal the swirling sky, turning
With me.
You won't be bounded, but burning
And free.
Written by Anna Williams at age 22
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT. SORRY I'VE BEEN IN AND OUT. JUST BEEN REALLY BUSY WITH MY KIDS AND FAMILY. BUT YOU AND YOUR ANGEL(S) ARE ALWAYS AND FOREVER WILL BE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA AND MY BEAUTIFUL ANGEL ANTHONY AND MY ANGEL DAD JAIME XOXO
Where do they go to?
Where do they go to, the people who leave?
Are they around us, in the cool evening breeze?
Do they still hear us, and watch us each day?
I'd like you to think of them with us that way.
Where do they go to, when no longer here?
I think that they stay with us, calming our fear
Loving us always, holding our hands
Walking beside us, on grass or on sand.
Where do they go to, well it's my belief
They watch us and help us to cope with our grief
They comfort and stay with us, through each of our days
Guiding us always through life's mortal maze.
KevF - 21st August 2007
ALL MY LOVE TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, GOD BLESS YOU BEAUTIFUL ANGEL XOXO
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT. XOXO
So go and run free
So go and run free with the angels
Dance around the golden clouds
For the lord has chosen you to be with him
And we should feel nothing but proud
Although he has taken you from us
And our pain a lifetime will last
Your memory will never escape us
But make us glad for the time we did have
Your face will always be hidden
Deep inside our hearts
Each precious moment you gave us
Shall never, ever depart
So go and run free with the angels
As they sing so tenderly
And please be sure to tell them
To take good care of you for me
Author unknown.
GOD BLESS YOU SWEET ANGEL AND YOUR LOVING FAMILY. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA XOXO
THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT. XOXO
Inevitable Reality
by Liz Waller
The clouds move on, the earth turns grey;
The happiness I felt, has quickly gone away;
The whisper of the wind, seems to call my name;
I try to respond, but it seems I'm not the same;
Time elapses slowly, into the universe;
It's definitely not a pleasure, nor is it a curse;
Nothing seems to matter, no one seems to care;
I reached out to touch you, but you're not really there;
Everything I see, and everything I feel;
Sometimes seems like a dream, where nothing there is real;
I grasp onto reality, and try to play this game;
But every single thing, always remains the same;
The mist is finally fading, the truth is here to stay;
The illusions are finally passing, the lies have gone away;
But reason cannot save me, tears will not heal;
I've giving it some time, to see what will be revealed;
No one has the answers, no one holds the key;
I’m wishing for a miracle, that you'd belong to me;
Until then, I’m lost with my solitude;
Lost in this window, with no view.
When I Get To Heaven
by Emily McAdams
At last I reach my final home
The gates swing open wide
I get a glimpse of glory
I can't wait to get inside.
An angel beckons to me
I hurry up to him
He opens up a golden book
And lets me look within.
I see my name is written
On the page that he turns to
He says you finally made it
I've been waiting here for you.
He points in one direction
And tells me "go that way"
So I start my tour of heaven
The place I get to stay.
I see the many mansions
And walk the streets of gold
And hear the angels praising God
Just like I had been told.
And then I spot my loved ones
They've been here many years
We hug and kiss each other
All smiles, there are no tears.
I look around for Jesus
I know He'll soon appear
I want to kneel and praise Him
He's the reason I am here.
He took upon Himself my sins
He paid the price for me
And by His victory over death
He finally set me free.
Free from all my worldly sins
And the evil Satan sent
Jesus came into my heart
Because I did repent.
I'll finally get to thank Him
When I bow before His throne
For all the times He carried me
When I couldn't walk alone.
I'll dwell with Him in heaven
With no sorrow, tears or pain
This was His promise to me
When to this earth He came.
There are many mansions up here
There's room for all of you
So to join us all in heaven
I'll tell you what to do.
Accept Jesus as your Savior
He will wash your sins away
He's waiting here to greet you
When you join us here one day.
ALL MY LOVE SWEET ANGEL. SHINE BRIGHT DOWN ON YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. WE MISS YOU DOWN HERE. THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT, LOVE ALWAYS GLORIA XOXO
A Thousand Tears
by Marissa Elizabeth Martin
I've cried a thousand tears for you,
Felt a thousand pains.
Screamed a thousand words for you,
Died a thousand days.
Now I'm empty and black like a hole.
Nothing's in use, I have nothing to control.
Where my heart once was, is where the hole stays.
With the pieces left in it,
you dropped them in the maze.
Except for a single piece,
The only piece I ever knew.
The piece I can't let go of,
The small piece of you.
I hold it tight but it's fading, and wearing away fast.
I have to keep a tight hold of it, I need you to last.
But I know eventually this piece of you,
Will fall from me for days.
Then the piece I held onto so tight,
Will too be lost in the maze.
ALL MY LOVE XOXO
A Face In The Clouds:
I looked towards the clouds today
and for a moment saw your face
And wondered just were you have gone
with a hope it's a better place
Did you show yourself to me today
to tell me you're alright?
Or was it just a daydream
playing tricks upon my sight
Then I thought of when you left
you did not say a word
No hugs and kisses..
no good-bye was heard
You have changed our lives forever
Your time here not in vain
and hope you know we always tried
to keep you safe from pain
We will always feel the void inside
because you are not here
But each new thought you send our way
let's us know you're always near
So until our journey nears it's end
And we hear the angels sing
We'll face each new day as it comes
and live off the love you bring
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THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR KEEPING ANTHONY AND MY DAD JAIME IN THE LIGHT. ITS BEEN REALLY HARD ON ME LATELY. ALOT HAS HAPPEN. MY COMPUTER AND LAPTOP WERE COMPLETELY ERASED LOST ALL MY POEMS AND ALL MY FAVORITES.
I ALSO HAD TO GO TO A FUNERAL THAT BROUGHT BACK ALOT OF PAINFUL MEMORIES. MY SONS' FRIEND PASSED AWAY. SHE WAS ONLY 25 AND JUST GOT MARRIED LESS THEN 6 MONTHS AGO. HER NAME WAS SHARON LETRO AKA NIKKI AND PASS AWAY IN A CAR ACCIDENT. BROKE MY HEART. RIP NIKKI.
I HAVE THOUGHT OF YOU AND YOUR ANGELS WHILE I WAS AWAY. I TRIED MANY TIMES TO COME ON BUT WOULD JUST LOSE IT. I KNOW I AM VERY DEPRESSED AND TRYING TO FIND MY WAY BACK.
THANK YOU FOR ALL THE BEAUTIFUL TRIBUTES, CANDLES, PICTURES, GIFTS AND LOVELY MESSAGES THAT YOU LEFT FOR ME. IT WILL TAKE ME A LITTLE WHILE TO READ THEM ALL AND RE ADD ALL TO MY FAVORITES.
PLEASE KNOW YOU AND YOUR ANGEL(S) ARE ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. ALL MY LOVE GLORIA XOXO
I AM TRUELY SORRY IF A MISSED ANY SPECIAL DAYS. GOD BLESS YOU ALL XOXO
ANGEL IN HEAVEN
Angel in Heaven,
Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
If you can,
Please come and help me.
I need you here
I’m scared
You don’t have to do much,
I just need you to be near.
You don’t have to save me,
Just stay close.
I need your comfort,
I need soothing words.
I want to cry to you,
I want you to save me.
But that’s being selfish,
And I just want you near me.
Angel in Heaven,
Did you hear my prayer?
Did you decide already?
Angel in Heaven,
Even though I’m hurt,
I’ll still wait for you.
Even though I’m scared,
I’ll keep holding on.
Even if you don’t come,
I’ll never give up hope.
Angel in Heaven,
Thank you for trying.
Thank you for listening.
Thank you for everything you’ve done for me.
But it’s my time to go.
Thank you for my life,
And thank you for being there.
Angel in Heaven,
I have some great news!
I no longer have cuts or bruises,
I no longer have scars.
All I have now are,
A plain white dress,
A beautiful pair of wings,
And a smile on my face.
Angel in Heaven,
You taught me so much.
You gave me my freedom
And you gave me love.
Thank you Angel and everyone else too.
But the one I should really be thankful to,
Is you.
Angel,
I’m going to help people
Just as you helped me.
I’m going to give hope
To those who need me.
You’ve given me my happiness…
Thank you Angel.
HAVE A BEAUTIFUL WEEKEND. ALL MY LOVE XOXO
When I Get To Heaven
by Emily McAdams
At last I reach my final home
The gates swing open wide
I get a glimpse of glory
I can't wait to get inside.
An angel beckons to me
I hurry up to him
He opens up a golden book
And lets me look within.
I see my name is written
On the page that he turns to
He says you finally made it
I've been waiting here for you.
He points in one direction
And tells me "go that way"
So I start my tour of heaven
The place I get to stay.
I see the many mansions
And walk the streets of gold
And hear the angels praising God
Just like I had been told.
And then I spot my loved ones
They've been here many years
We hug and kiss each other
All smiles, there are no tears.
I look around for Jesus
I know He'll soon appear
I want to kneel and praise Him
He's the reason I am here.
He took upon Himself my sins
He paid the price for me
And by His victory over death
He finally set me free.
Free from all my worldly sins
And the evil Satan sent
Jesus came into my heart
Because I did repent.
I'll finally get to thank Him
When I bow before His throne
For all the times He carried me
When I couldn't walk alone.
I'll dwell with Him in heaven
With no sorrow, tears or pain
This was His promise to me
When to this earth He came.
There are many mansions up here
There's room for all of you
So to join us all in heaven
I'll tell you what to do.
Accept Jesus as your Savior
He will wash your sins away
He's waiting here to greet you
When you join us here one day.
ALL MY LOVE XOXO
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